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The Story of a Name: On the Feast of Mary Magdalene
Today’s blog post is from our friend Sister Hildegard Pleva, OSsR, a Redemptoristine contemplative nun from New York. You can find Sister Hildegard at the blog Contemplative Horizon.
In the final days of my first long private ten day retreat in the monastery, a retreat in preparation for being received into the novitiate, a note was slipped under my door. The prioress, Sr. Moira, was asking if I had a preference for my name in religion. In the past, sisters and nuns routinely had their named changed by their novice mistress or prioress sometimes with consultation and sometimes without. The names of saints, frequently those with significance for the charism of the congregation or order, would be substituted for their baptismal names. In addition, particularly in contemplative monastic orders, a predicate would be added to the name. The Little Flower had two predicates – Sister Therese of the Child Jesus and of the Holy Face! In the mid-1960s the documents of the Second Vatican Council reiterated the primacy of our baptismal call therefore many sisters and nuns returned to the use of their baptismal name, the name by which they were called into the life of Christ Jesus.
Sr. Moira’s request to me was a very kind one. I had already given the issue some thought. I wrote back to her, “As if the name of Hildegard (my baptismal name) is not long enough, I would like to add ‘Magdalen of the Resurrection’ to my name if the space offered on whatever document has room enough.” On the last day of my ten day retreat my novice habit was blessed in the sacristy before Mass. The next morning I appeared in chapel wearing that habit (a burgundy jumper and white blouse) and the white veil of a novice (an option in our monastery) ready for Morning Prayer which was the setting for being received into the Novitiate. There followed a procession to the Formation Room (place for instruction during Novitiate) where a special blessing was given by the Prioress and the community.
Why Hildegard Magdalen of the Resurrection? I entered this monastery eleven years ago today. I looked upon Mary Magdalene as the patroness of the process of my formation and integration into this company of women. Evidence indicates that Mary Magdalene was a mature woman when she joined the company of Jesus. Her past has been the subject of great conjecture. But surely it was varied and unlike that of the other women who followed Jesus. I imagined that it took her a while to fit in. She would help me to ‘fit in.’ I was also influenced by the image of the Magdalene presented in Andrew Lloyd Weber’s musical Jesus Christ Superstar. There is such a haunting quality to the words of her soliloquy, “I don’t know how to love him…” I was learning the contemplative monastic way of loving Jesus. In addition, my baptismal godmother’s name was Madeline. I was not given a middle name at baptism but when I entered a small Catholic girl’s academy for high school the sisters insisted that I have one and I chose Madeline. My godmother was a creative, joyful, generous woman who had achieved a great deal in her life while overcoming poverty, lack of formal education and personal strife. She too was a role model.
Each year I marvel at the frequent mention of Mary Magdalene in the Easter liturgies and in the Mass readings of the Easter Octave. This is a major contribution to the transformation of her reputation from that of repentant prostitute to the Apostle to the Apostles. It is unfortunate that her person as been conflated with that of the woman who anointed Jesus at Bethany and the woman caught in adultery. Today, scholars agree that these are probably three separate people. That makes it so much more interesting!
I pray that Mary Magdalene will intercede for all women striving to make their way in the company of Jesus.


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Happy anniversary Sr Hildegard!
Sharing this bit of your life with such loving words means so much. I feel a closeness to many of these same emotions. And I would have liked to know your godmother, Madeline, to experience her joy. I suspect though, that some of your own joy is also part of Madeline’s!
Happy Anniversary Sr. Hildegard!
Enjoyed your blog and am giving thanks for all the women Apostles who have touched my life!! Fortunately, this litany is gonna take awhile…
Pax!
Happy Feast Day! And thank you so much for sharing this bit of your own story! As a woman of (ahem) “mature years” I find that connection with Mary Magdalene interesting and helpful. (And I’ve long been chagrined to see her story conflated with those others. Surprising to me that since it’s long been pretty clear that they were separate people that so many homilists still jump on to the “fallen woman” assumption.) Thank you for the gift you made of yourself in becoming “Sister Hildegard;” we are all richer for it.
Happy feast day! Thanks for sharing this reflection on coming to own a patron. I think a lot of times we think of patrons as being given to us when someone else chooses our name or something other life occurrence. But for me some of the most meaningful and real patrons are those I have come to encounter and choose to befriend and be in relationship with in life. Thanks for the reminder about this beautiful way to experience God in every day life.
Happy feast day Sister Hildegard! I enjoyed your post for several reasons. It made me see how receiving the habit and veil at your entry into the novitiate must have been very exciting. Kind of like flying up from Blue Birds to Camp Fire Girls, only better. :>)
Saint Hildegard of Bingen is one of of my favorites and I like Mary Magdalene for her strong personality and independence. And I am also a big fan of her song in Jesus Christ Superstar. It was a prayer for me to Mary BVM about her Son, at a really difficult time in my life.
Thank you for a very interesting post.
Hildegard – thank you for your reflection! Mary Magdalene has always resonated with me because of her strong love for Jesus. She just wanted to love Jesus with everything she had… for as long as I can remember, that’s what I wanted, too. Haven’t always been so good at it, but she inspires me. (My confirmation name is Magdalena.) Many blessings to you on your anniversary!
Thanks for the kind comments. Glad a personal story resonated with others. Yes, moving from postulancy to novitiate was exciting. In contemplative life ever move from one stage of initial formation to another is preceeded by a ten-day retreat. Each is a long dip into silence and solitude. There is much preparation for the joy of the commitment – deeper relationship with God.
The practice of the ten day retreat, SH, seems to serve not only as a special opportunity but also a powerful reminder of the significance of “the next move.” A kind of pause in life before moving forward…
My great-aunt May, my mother’s aunt, was named “Mary Magdalen.” Coming from a pre-Vatican 2 background, I always wondered why her devout parents would choose to give their second daughter (and fourth child) the name of one who was, I was taught, a great sinner! Nothing could have been further from May’s nature! This reflection, and the changing times and more research on my part, have given me a new perspective on Mary Magdalen. It still puzzles me that, given the 1893 view of her, her parents would have chosen that name, but maybe they were wiser than I gave them credit for being. This beautiful story and reflection certainly bring the original Mary Magdalen to life in a whole new way. And, BTW, I’m a great fan of Hildegard of Bingen, too! Thanks, Sr. Hildegard, for a very personal and intense reflection.
I think Mary Magdalene is pretty cool.. =) She gives me hope that, sinner though i am, Jesus can still call me and have some purpose for me, though i don’t see it yet…